jst before i flew to Perth everything's perfect but only after Alvin's depart, looking comments and photos of frens hugging n leaving comments to each other saying they will be there as always even though one's apart far away...it did ponder me once in a while whether i still have u guys around...was it jst a lethe flashback of me in your life...am i not faithful or better enuf to call myself as a fren?? who will realise my feelings thn? I dunno...really am...Jealous? yesh quite a bit wth no doubt. Who wanna be lonely walker in her life without frens remembrance? No one...I guess...
Maybe i'm jst not good enuf...wonder if i call a few as true frens will they be there? I wonder...How often by leaving "i'll be there or muacks I miss you..."is true tht u misses someone's laughter or izzit jst an occasional extemporal...
Maybe it depends...coz the "sincerity" at some point is obvious...
